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Saturday, April 01, 2006
worldwide suicide

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i missed chem tuition again. was feeling too tired to get up, but i feel so guilty. but i'm sorry no one can turn back time. so i shall just forget about it and find some way to make the lesson up. hah


went for fellowship in the afternoon and my head was spinning and hurting so badly. niu said i looked pale. i felt pale. haha. got into our new fellowship groups and from next week onwards we're following crystal's fellowship structure. i have no idea why but after awhile my mood started tumbling downhill. people think it's because i don't like my group name. don't get me wrong but fourgiven is totally fine with me. maybe cause i felt a little disappointed that my group as a whole wasn't a very enthusiastic group. maybe that was part of the reason but i really have no idea why i felt so moody.


i concluded that what usually makes me moody could be the cause of previous emotions that i bottled up and just covered up with smiles that is once again triggered off by something of a similar emotion but to a much smaller scale. so when something that really wouldn't make anyone so moody makes me extra moody is cause hidden behind the reason of the current moody-ness is another reason(of the past be it recent or not) which no one knows. make sense? okay it makes sense to me at least (: HAHA and also cause of pride that i can't snap out of the very "sian" kind of mood easily. well i feel that it's pride. but i don't know really. haha i bet those who know me know what i mean by sian larh huh. haha but really sorry to everyone that i have affected with my moodswings (:


right my head is still spinning. CAMPUS SUPERSTAR FINALS tomorrow ((: okay this is kinda weird but i guess i should try getting support for teresa since she is from my school so EVERYONE PLEASE VOTE FOR TERESA. hahahahahaha that was weird. i feel patriotic to my school (: that's new. HAHA


oh and before i forget
HAPPY APRIL FOOLS (: i guess everyone forgot, no pranks eh? hahaha


right then
goodnight world

10:17 PM;

LEAVE ME ;
clarissa-claaar
15years of age
28th of Feb
relatively ordinary



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